reality check

THINGS CHANGE. no matter how hard you try to stop change, it'll take place. that's how it's meant to be, life. i've just realized that i've let things passed me by because of work and school i haven't had time for other things. i wish it was within my control to turn back time or to even slow it down. but obviously time isn't something i can control. yeah i'm sad very, very sad. i'm hoping that this change won't create distance, or if it already has that we'll be able to make up for it. and hopefully, even with change some things will remain the same. i'm just wishing that the memories i have aren't going to be the only thing i'm left with. i miss him .....