one hour and one day

... left of being a eighteen year old. WOW! time really slips out of your hands. idk why turning nineteen has been bugging me. I look forward to growing older and closer to my dreams but at the same time a big part of me wants to stay young and restricted. lol that sounds absurd. now that my birthday is coming close I'm becoming too sentimental and indecisive. for example, I've been talking about how it's almost my birthday since Christmas and now that it's around the corner I want time to just freeze until I catch my breath. lately, I've been thinking too much. most of my thinking is about how I'm amazed about the people in my life and how they're still here. I remember birthdays ago I was waiting to be old enough to drive, then get a job and now I'm waiting to be old enough to start my own life. amazing dude. also, I'm happy that God has blessed me for almost nineteen years. in my mind my birthday is kind of like a new year, I think of it as opportunity for a new start or a clean slate. I'm going to try my hardest to live it up in my nineteenth year because next year I'll be twenty -_- GROSS!

btw, I find it so funny how I don't even look my age whatevs.

just OUR luck

today was a very productive and long day because I actually went and stayed in all my classes hahah. but class in SD was very interesting and depressing at the same time. what had happened was .... this female recruiter from Sharp's Hospital came to shed some light and give us knowledge on the medical market. all she came with was bad news and advice to make the bad news less bad? (if that makes any sense) well okay let me explain because she was telling us the numbers, ratios, and chances of getting a job for Sharp's (one major hospital in SD) and the numbers weren't music to my ears. basically she was saying that if you don't have any experience then good luck finding the job your aiming for in the medical field because hospitals are looking for nurses with experience and credibility so new grads have a slim chance on getting hired. plus, the fact that our economy is down on the dumps most hospitals aren't hiring as much nurses and what not. she also said that Sharp's Hospital gets 3,000 new applications every month. that's crazy if you think about it. after hearing these news I decided on a new career path - i'm just going to pursue being a bum. the reality that this recruiter bestowed upon me tonight really shot my faith and confidence to the ground and stepped on it and then fed it to lions. but she made up for it when she starting giving us advice and tips in order to increase your chance on getting hired even if your a new graduate. she said that you should look at the job your aiming for and research the requirements and if you don't qualify get yourself to meet the requirements. she advised volunteering or even finding a job in a medical environment would be a plus on your resume. also, being bi-lingual and having good computer skills is a plus on your part. even this lady was about to make walk out of the class she encouraged us to believe in yourself and work hard or else you'll stay where your at and not get anywhere. so, I'm going to do just that. I'm going to work hard and some day and some way it'll all work out.

random thought: isn't it just our luck that the economy is going through a recession, depression or whatever in our generation? idk man I just wish our economy wasn't going through this because it'll affect our future and our future family. eh, whatevs.

untitled

so, i've been contemplating on what to blog about recently and i have something! hah. well i was at work today and i just discovered a pet peeve of mine. i really don't have any that i can think right away anyway. BUT, okay so i'm working by the registers and i'm putting accessories away and looked down on the floor and saw a girl wearing open toed heels with her big toe hanging off the front of her shoe and boy, did i want to say something to her! i just think it annoys me because it looks SUPER unattractive. other than discovering a pet peeve, working, eating and not sleeping i just want to watch seveenteen again! .... gah i hate how the movies rip you off. i'll probably go see it if people say it's worth the money. the only movie i've paid for recently is Hannah Montana with my sister. honestly, i really liked it so go see it!!!!!!! i'll probably see it again when it hits Temeku and only pay $4 instead of $10.
another story, last night i went clubbing with lisa and others at Belo in San Diego and let me tell you there were so many "light-skinned" people!! most of the girls had t-shirts as dresses and this one chick danced with six dudes in one song and every dance she had one leg up and she was doing a hump dance. i was pretty amazed and disgusted at the same time. lol. and theeennn there was this other girl who had a mini t-shirt dress on and when she was getting low all you saw was her butt cheek and thigh. idk man. i guess you can blame it on the alcohol? i'm sorry for talking crap though .... sometimes i just don't get it. but other than seeing ridiculous drunk people last night it was pretty fun. btw, i think jerking circles are so entertaining to watch hahahhaha.

Interesting ...

Human birth control pills work on gorillas

An octopus has three hearts

Penguins can jump as high as 6 feet in the air

People with darker skin will not wrinkle as fast as people with lighter skin