it's getting cold?

MEANING: christmas is almost here! i love it, i love the atmosphere when christmas comes around. everyone you meet gets twice as nice, well the people i seem to meet. hhaha. it's almost the end of 2008 too. wow how time flies! but yeah thinking about winter means i need to stock up on jackets, jeans, sweats, socks, boots and i need to buy some hello kitty gloves to keep my stubby fingers intact >.<

well besides the cold, i can't wait to start work at wet seal. when i was a little girl i've always pictured myself working at the mall because i'm there most of the time shopping anyway. but yeah i'm stoked to work on black friday too, even though it's gonna be a blood-fest. i've realized that working at the mall = hannah spending every paycheck on items of clothing. soooo yeah this job is gonna test my self-control, which i knw i lack of. maybe i should enroll in shopping addiction therapy!??!?! lol wait that'll cost money too that i'd rather spend shopping. SEEEEE IT'S SOO BAD. haha. i need to remind myself that i need to pay off my credit card first then go crazy shopping! but if i didn't get my iPhone stolen i could've paid half of it off but no that money is gonna go towards a whole new iPhone!!!! ugh yeah i'm still very upset about that event. whatever LIFE HAPPENS.

i've told myself that i can't let negative events that happen to me, constantly, bring me down anymore. and i'm sure getting better at it. so i'm going to start being more of a care-less person from now. eh we'll see how long that'll last. oh and another thing that hit me this week is that: real friends are hard to come by. i knw that i should've known that in like elementary school but i just thought maybe that saying wasn't so accurate, but i've been proven otherwise. so i've realized how truly blessed i am to have the friends i have. i can for sure say that without them idk where i'd be or who i would be. so, to those i consider my 'real friends' thank you for everything. you guys keep me, me, the crazy little silly girl that seems to never stop. lol.

ttya (talk to you always) haha. yeah. k.