if only ...

i can take the pain from all the people i love and put it upon myself,
i would.

i wish i could take the hardship that my mom is facing and

carry them myself. i wish i could take the physical

pain my auntie/grandma are going through and

face it myself. i wish i could take the heartbreak that my

friend(s) is feeling and experience it myself. i wish my family

can be put into a bubble away from reality so nothing, no one can hurt them.

i wish i could take the pain, hurt, troubles, stress away ...

i wish i could help in some way ...

IF ONLY.

when i say 'family' i mean everyone i care for. i consider my REAL friends as part of my family. i can't help but feel pain when i see the people i love go through pain. my family is the reason i keep going some days. they're the ones that help me see that life isn't that bad after all. they give me a reason to smile and laugh, actually they're the reason why. i love you ...